{"id":4097,"date":"2021-09-25T15:47:26","date_gmt":"2021-09-25T15:47:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jasad.hellotree.dev\/?p=4097"},"modified":"2023-02-15T15:38:23","modified_gmt":"2023-02-15T15:38:23","slug":"letter-to-a-young-woman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/letter-to-a-young-woman\/","title":{"rendered":"Letter to a young woman"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i longed for you for nights and<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">waited on this empty bed<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but you wouldn&#8217;t come<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i heard the walls closing in<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when you stood naked<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in the center of the room<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but refused your own body<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the same walls that cringed when you<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">said you would ram and bash your<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hips until they bruised<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">or broke. and you did.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my darling, when i speak of<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">your dark hair flowing<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like a veil in the free wind<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you look at me with<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">strange and empty eyes<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is it because you<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">doubt that your body exists?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is it because you<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">refuse it? is it because<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the wounds and scars on<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">your limbs have become<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">deafening?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i only wished to<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hold you, and you asked<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">me how can i hold<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">something that is not complete?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and i should&#8217;ve said: it is if<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you choose it to be.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i longed for you for nights and waited on this empty bed but you wouldn&#8217;t come i heard the walls closing in when you stood naked in the center of the room but refused your own body the same walls that cringed when you said you would ram and bash your hips until they bruised [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":7365,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[70],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4097","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4097","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4097"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4097\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7365"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jasadmedia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}